Happiness isn’t something that just happens to us. It’s a decision we made.

Gong Xi Fa Cai


Swimming Pool---this morning was so clear sky n sunny day, blue water surface was shining so beautifully. After I walked 2km n exercised with my favourite ball in gym I was swimming in relax. I brought MP3 player, listened to paul weller n linkin P at pool side.

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Every step that I take is another mistake to you

Exercise for just 1hr raises endorphin levels for an 10 hours, that is an easy happiness .

Dyed hair RED colour --- by myself, I thought I want to make like miss pink. But looks like mine is not enough red, should attach some more colour again tmrw.

Big Shiitake mushroom--- I found rare big size shiitake. Fried with only butter, very nice. I love mushroom.

Events r temporary

Mr. cloud always follow papa n disturb. he needs girlfriend so much!









finger ghost, he plays piano midnight

like keropok ikan


Bad things happen, but usually we donot feel their effects on us forever, It’s really true that time heals wounds. Ur disappointments r important n serious, but ur distress will pass n ur life will take u in new directions. Give urself some time.
Ganbare, iqbal!

Miss Pink,
her place is Amcorp, so i'm thinking same place. i don't know other place.
U go to vacation? Pls Enjoy! we don't know where to go yet.

We know most days will be regular days. Our lives will include some highlight days that stay with us forever, like family celebrations or personal triumphs. or sometimes very bad depression, but almost every day will be a regular day, with nothing particularly astounding abt it.
Yet within regular days r many opportunities for enjoyment, many of which we don’t even think abt the simple pleasures of ur daily life.

Today I went to interview key shop. Frm ground floor to 3rd floor all key, key, key, door accessory, nothing much to interest.
After that I went to Jalan masjid India n Jln melayu n batu road(u know this name?) to complete town map i'm making around there. First time I enter hotel colluseum which is 85 yrs old. Owner is still same n cook also. There r a lot of LAT cartoon pictures paste on the wall.

Ms pinkstiletto~ floppy’s sis dosen’t hav name yet. U can put for her? She is white n bit smaller than floppy. N wearing smaller hat.
Floppy is wearing hat with plastic flower. I put one more photo, more clear to see. N in this photo, these bags r made by mom. She is always making like this kind. Full of bags in house n we r thinking how to sell( like a Sunday market) u hav any good idea? Next time pls come here with sis, I will present u bag. Hehehe..

Going to be Chinese new year, all guys u hav any plan?

Today’s Chinese reflexology in sri hartamas was cun. Specialyy head scrub was kaukau but sholder massage is so painful. Now a days I go to toilet many times maybe all my toxin come out.







We all get flu. Filled with cough, running nose n sneeze in house…
Iqbal’s chopped finger is quite all right n everyday sits for playing piano. Now he is doing –to zanarkand- frm FF.

it's not what happened, it's how u think about what happened.

Life today is so hectic with so much information coming at us, t hat our biggest challenge is maintain inner calm. Sometimes what it takes to be happy is to slow down n listen for the voice of truth within.

not so special past weekend, we just went to KLCC for bookshop and it was happen a little shocking incident in chinese restaurant. hehehe... that's a first big mistake in this year.

On sunday iqbal bought 2 small antique chinese bottles in felda weekend market AMCORP.
he could not communicate with chinese seller n he abused me " hey, u learn chinese lah~!"
i replyed him "u should learn chinese" he said" i will learn other language"
he quickly called syabil, he needed him for interpretion.
"hey, u ask him what is inside the bottle"
syabil asked seller" #'&@!=\~&+}$%?"
so inside is chinese wine but become black n so smelly.
he likes to collect something bottle or glass,,, such a funny boy...

At last floppy’s surgery had finished.
She has elder sister actually…

What does it all mean? U decide.

Ur future---how u feel about it, urself, n everything else---follows frm the decisions u make,the priorities u develop, n the perspective u see things through.
Why we r here?What r we supposed to be here?What does this all matter?
Answers to be these question r very hard to come by coz the truth lies not within someone else, but within u.
U hav been given life, n with it u hav been given the opportunity to define it.
Ur life’s path n purpose will be drawn on a map created by u.


Yesterday, I went to beauty shop did facial for interview later on I went to Porto Romano in citysquare he served a lot of dishes. 1 Arbania salad, 2 kind of soup, Mussle grautin, pasta marinara, devil pizza n lam shank!!! Off course I couldn’t finish so I bungkus for boys. n i am not meat eater, so that marketing girl who went together with me ate all.





Mandarin are started to sell in everywhere.
we all like to eat this sweet mandarin everyday take cold one frm fridge, cold one is nice! every year in this season usually we keep on buying until season is end.

Ms chocolatechip,
Oh~, never mind! Actually I wanted to say hello to u, but that naughty boy said “ wait over there lah~”.
Ms pinkstiletto,
my mom operated floppy finished, next time up-load photo. While i am looking for black triangle shape button, she drew
da nose again! Oh my god! If she get wet again, will be like man-eater!!!

no verona but yukon

i realised no more coffee at home. we went to buy coffee to starbacks in taipan. we always must go to buy together, for coffee, i don't know why... i brought coffee in car n always we must do smell the beans that just grainded, as if it's our one kind of ceremony. do u like coffee? aroma frm packet , unnnn....



I always writing things down. Even I cannot find paper, I scrambles to find napkins, a piece of receipt, cardboard, anything that I can use to write down my thoughts.
The human beings run across too many ideas in a day to remember. Good ideas come floating into our heads n will just as easily float right out. writers who acknowledge this carry around a notebook so that best of those ideas make it to paper. U don’t hav to be a writer, however, to hav good ideas floating through u. keep a notebook n pen handy, n u will be able to hold onto those fleeting thoughts.

pasar malam

Sometimes I tried to up-load blog midnight but always slow up-loading and PC freeze, hav to restart… macam macam, sometimes give up n go to sleep…


FRI…interviewed facial, 3D eyelashes perm in skin basix, took for 4 hours.
SAT… interviewed shops in Jln musjid india n at night interviewed in pasar malam depan SOGO. I brought family except iqbal. We stayed in mom’s house usually on SAT night but iqbal follow us sometimes only he is big boy already.
In pasar malam, I saw very interesting treatment of resdung at road side. Burn herb stick n put the other side in lady’s nose, after for while frm her nose a lot of hama came out.
I heard about this traditional treatment before, but i couldn’t believe something come out. n the man quickly set fire on this ulat-ulat soon become blood!

Today is SUN we brought mom to MidValley n shopped some stuff.
Once a week or at least once 2 weeks I need to bring her to jasco coz she need to keep Japanese foods a lot in fridge. and Japanese mazagine or books, kain(she love to do handy craft alone)
Pinkstiletto, Chocolatechip, someday join us to go shopping together?

what success really means.

Imagine for a moment that today was ur last day on earth.Now, make a list for urself of all da things that u feel u hav accomplished, all da things u r proud of, n all da things that u make u happy.Is ur car? Ur house? Is ur salary? No, what’s on da list r da fundamental elements of a satisfied life--- ur relationship with friends n family, da contribution u hav made to other’s lives, da celebrated events of ur life, travel to somewhere…Those r da building blocks of ur list.Many of us live day to day as if da opposite were true.Instead of appreciating what is truly important n making that our priority, we collect things n indicators of success without questioning just what success really means.

mike

This is ten percent luck,
Twenty percent skill,
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will,
Five percent pleasure,
Fifty percent pain,
And a hundred percent reason to remember the name!

Today interviewed with 2 restaurants.One is banana leaf curry, owner asked me “ eat more, eat more” and tambah nasi banyak.I was so full stomach but soon hav to go to one more next Japanese restaurant.

They served me a lot also but so sorry I couln’t finish…

on my way to go back, I stopped P.J police station, I thought want to pay saman for last year I banged somebody’s car =P at the back of kelisa, actually I was very lazy to go n pay but just forced myself…...

saya “boleh kurang sikit bayaran……”

P “ tak boleh yo~! Awak kena bayar tiga ratus”

Saya “Tapi,Encik Arron cakap dulu,u sudah jadi orang muslim,boleh minta kurang sikit mah~”

P “tulis surat untuk minta discount di sana “ (pointed to file)

Saya “mana kertas?” (I thought paper is in the file)

P “……..”

Somebody brought papers.Aiyo~, I was so good n came to pay, but macam macam polis asking, just for payment more than 1 hour.Later on, one more polis showed me there is contoh surat. Tell me lah Earlier!!

はあ～疲れた！＝haa,tsukareta!(i'm tired!)

it is very tired when i hav 2 places for interview. like this day,　frm morning till midnight i don't hav a time to sit for rest even 10min. i always want to ask iqbal how to up-load comment in ppl's blog but no time. wait to next time sure i get a time to do it.
cuci, basuk kain, masak, siap utk lunch, dinner, writting, n sure 2 boys bring something trouble when i'm busy. just now syabil came to me " mama, very bad new happened..."
"??"
he showed me small sized spray bottle broken that he uses for nose, he said he dropped to the floor. it is made frm glass. "oh, me~n!" this is just bought n so expensive 50 rm. aiyo~

miss pinkstiletto, plastic surgery... i brought to my mom n she chopped neck n replace another kepala. it was successfuly but i'm still looking for her nose. i don't want to draw anymore!

miss Chocolatechip, yes, i like padang food , kelantan, thai n chinese n iqbal,too. but i don't eat ayam or daging always vege n seafood. adik syabil he is not like malay, he doesn't like so much santan, he likes japanese food. So dirty padang ke? i think i’m ok, I’m not so sensitive person for busuk or dirty, hahaha...

Start to work frm tomoro

Hari Raya haji again, 1 yr is very fast n cow n sheep becomes sacrifice again. off course I must get daging from mosque, this is for my 2 boys! He always tells me “u can not say it is (sacrifice)pity n u eat”
no no I don’t eat, I’m vegetarian!
But My hubby is trying to become vegetarian. I can not believe this Amazing decision.

smile!

If u could do something that would make ppl happy, n it would cost neither money nor time, would u do it?
If that same thing also made u happy, would u do it? Wat is this magical thing that will brighten ur day n the days of ppl around u n yet cost u nothing?
A smile!
Scientists at university of California hav identified nineteen different kinds of smiles, each of them capable of communicating a pleasant message that will often be met with a smile in return.


Today I went to Asianel reflexology in Starhill Gallery.
Here, u can expierence Balinese aromatherapy mixed reflexology. After she examination my kaki and gave advice to take more water (but not ice!!) and less oily-food.
My shoulder is so stiffness and it seems to use too much brain.

We enjoyed masakan thai tonight, oh, so sedap tomyan putih, goring ikan(oily again), goring tauge, fishcake,,,, Malaysia is heaven, do u think so?
Macam-macam food ada~, I love kelantan food also padang( this is indon food).

sunday today(kyou wa nichiyoubi=今日は日曜日）

this mornng was cool too, after i sent syabil to walter seminar to Armadahotel in PJ. i stopped at mamak shop and took breakfast n started writing a small article. it is so rare i do work frm early morning usually i can more concentrate at mid nightafter ppl go to bed. after that readmy book for a while. i love book very much n if i don't carry the book, i feel something missing in my body. Later i went to Gym with iqbal. he has too much energy n bored he can not play basketball since he potong jari, haha... Miss PinkStilleto, Are u okie? i just ask at here coz i don't know yet how to give comment in ppl's blog.

thanx everyone !!

Daoh Diggler,
thank u very much for ur comment. to get da comment frm somebody is very happy. iqbal said miss pink stiletto is good english teacher,too. how r u anyway?


miss pink stiletto,
TQ for rabbit name. i like floppy and i decided to put this name. she has nose which my mom drew with water marker. yesterday it got water a bit, n smeer red like she drunk. now i sent her to plastic surgery.

chocolatechip,
hahaha... he is stupid man he climb somewhere made from iron. ppl never think to climb like that place!
now he can not play basketball or piano. He has too much energy but cannot use so he kacau adik and me...


facing da real life,
wei, ur finger tip left in da park is looking for u!

i'm in mom's house i upload toninght when i go back .

Anybody got wet in storm?

Today i went to interview to the "Earh Aromathelapy" in Runaissance. interior is so luxuly but owner said here is not belong hotel. i can not imagine how much they spend for built it. i tried Shiatsu massage and when she turn my neck, so loud sound came out, i was afraid of my neck tulang is broken. when i finished, i took a putra line to tmn jaya and frm there drove a car that i parked in am-corp mall. On da way, storm started so strong and massive traffic jam took almost 2 hours to reached house. Somemore i called iqbal while driving, his friend told me ” he cut fingers and came out a lot of blood, so we brought him to clinic” oh,boy~ But storm is so heavy and line connection was so bad, I couldn’t hear properly. U know how I heard first. Like this-----“ Auntie, iqbal’s handphone was fall down, so we brought the phone to mobile clinic!” hahaha, what a stupid! When I reached home his father went to his clinic already n I saw a lot of blood stain drops from outside corridor to in front of house. He came back with bandage 3 fingers. Leechster, nice to hear frm u! don’t worry next future u hav a lot of girlfriends and money. I know it frm ur birth date. No kidding! Last time iqbal’s father attend this course“the power of number in da universe” so I get to know frm him how to see fortune by birth date. How is the school btw? I heard u started to earn Korean? Pink Stiletto, I don’t hav a name yet. Pitty rabbit. I am so glad if u give him or her name! but I think this is girl coz wear skirt. Actually my mom made. I wanted to attch some photos but line is super slow.so see u tomorrow!!



View from dang wangi station.

thanx for da comments

PinkStiletto,
i like his stance n passion toward to music. recentry i feel mike shinoda is also cool.
i order paul's new album released oct last yr, but shop said can not get it. how come??




Kumiko-san,
sassoku doumoarigatou.
kyou wa huuhu no muzukashisa ni tsuite desu.
tamani aruyone, sugge~mukatsukutoki !
ue no ni-chan wa 17 desu. mou kuruma no menkyo wa torini ikutokorodesu.
mattaku kodomo gairuto taihenndayone.

what the key to continued satisfaction with life?

father was beaten by son already.


We r quite intensely happy couple(i think).
we r almost 20 yrs stay together n i can know what feeling he has when i just see his sleeping face or even back posture (no kidding).
usually when the couples stay together very long yrs, they feel"no need to discuss lah~coz we hav confident to we understand each other even if silent." (oh my god~)
but guys (boyfriend n girlfriend), that is a trap.
we r human. we r social creature who need to discuss our problems with others. we r even getting old but still growing. means we r keep on changing. all ppl r diffrent. off course i am one of the character,too (cool~)sometimes i am really amazed at his foolishness or stubbornness ( wat da hell).
and maybe he is amazed at me for some reason. some i can not forgive , some he can not forgive. n sometimes occur misunderstanding.
The diffrernce between those who hav happy personal relationships n those who hav unhappy personal relationships is not the amount of conflicts they hav. indeed, each group has a similar number of conflicts.
the couple should always conflict with.communication is important for anyone, anytime. reject of comm is nothing happen. when we r alone, problems fester.



they r facing the real life on da street team.
they r so cute guys!
visit http://funnyhowerelated.blogspot.com/

Take a pen(pen o torou=ペンを取ろう）

This morning I went to interview [Vinova pharma] the company supply whiting chemical n machine for teeth. i need to write article about this new technology. Now a days I see a lot of children here wear bleaces(?) for teeth. Whether Malaysian become affordable like this life-style or ppl now care more looks, I don’t know. After I came back I cooked lunch for syabil he want to go to school from 1:00pm.

This is Japanese style lunch box. simple but we like it!

Between the time I sit in front of PC n work,I do cleaning, washing, bake chocolate chunk brownie, play with CLOUD, listen iqbal plays piano….

Yummy this combination~ later must exercise


Dinner…I lazy to cook, today I bunkus asam ikan and I cook myself many vege (must hav) n goreng ikanbilis n petai.

Tomorrow I hav interview with aromatherapy shop in hotel runaissunce.

Busy is better than bored.
Find something to do, because the feeling that we hav too much to do is much more pleasing than that we hav nothing
to do.
if we planned out our time in long chunks, say 20 years, we would never consider penciling in 5 or 10 yrs for wasting time.
Yet during the average day, we often let a few hours slip away. (but sometimes we need like this time, I understand)
Time is strange commodity.
Because we hav too much of it, until the moment we hav none at all.
We often complain about having too much to do. Yet having too much to do is a positive problem of abundance, while having too little to do is a negative problem of shortage.


beside i write all day long professionally and work(in japanese) very hard at my craft, also i have passionately keep a personal　journal.
when i embark on the journal , i become aware of all the conversation that i continuously carry on with myself.
i hav been doing my daily dialogue for several years now, n while i sometimes skip a few days, i always look forward to read this in with consciousness in the long future.(i never read all back yet)
so right or wrong i want to advise u to write ur dialy.

Chaoz~

First day of the school* (Toukoubi=登校日)

What laksa do u like? I love laksa johor! But I found nice assam laksa shop AHCHENG in summit. if you order laksa set, come together with keropok ikan named pop fish and drink. Pop fish is very light snack n much with laksa. drink … longan is nice. Assam laksa in some other shop r sometimes too sweet. That’s i don’t like. Here assam laksa is not pekat but very aromatic with bunga kentan, mint leave, daun kesom, bawang, cucumber……

Pinkstilet ,thank you very much for visit mine. I tell u once again my English is buruk. U like oasis ye? Me too, but if u know them, u know paul weller?? (http://www.paulweller.com/)He is their father, he always help them for recording. And Paul weller is my god!

suzushikatta hi(it was cool day today=涼しかった日）

As-salaamu 'alaikum(peace be upon u)

Thank you very much for ur comments mr.facing the reallife and chocolatechip! As u know sorry my English is baaaad, but don’t care, come on let’s go~!


*---today's 5 joyful---*

* my hubby called tengkora to jack
* rabbit doll sit beside my driving seat (looking for the name )
* we found cheap & looks nice book shelf
* delicious french loaf
*syabil tried first time 15 min 15rm hair cut & go

Start to school tomorrow!
Good luck for everyone who go to school !!
And happy birthday Josh !!!

Welcome new year, Full of things dat hav never been(akemashite omedetou=あけましておめでとう）

January, the month of new begining.In this season every year our family had spent a holiday in Japan.The winter weave wondrous spell, chilled,crisp,animal fur coat, woolen muffler, convinience store to buy the delicious snaks, take a bicycle to ￥100 shop, warm blanket,long dark evening, outside tempreture drops as the snow falls softly. All of nature is at peace. But this year we haven't go there coz my mom came to here.
Today we went to KLCC aquaria.there is no sence to go to aquarium in new year day but we didn't hav idea where to jln and i just striked idea about to go to aquaria.i often heard words on aquaria "too many ppl" "smelly water" " n~quite good", etc...The tunnel aquarium is very long way than i expected and make me surprised.Sting rays swim like birds and sharks swim at a slow pace. puff fish and shell like a ammonite are cute. all amazing god creature, n i always stack "what dose napoleon fish call in japanese??" in my brain.after i went back home i quickly checked dictionary BUT oh i c!i dissapointed a bit there is no jelly fish there.in japan, there is jelly fish aquarium. ONLY jelly fish--- lots of kind jelly fish, i heard there is very popular dating spot. coz jelly fish, their moving is very slow and glow in the dark so beautifully n good mood.even ppl to have small jelly fish aquarium in house as healing pet, for relaxing.when we came out frm aquaria it was heavy rain," what da hell!", we dashed to the car and all of us r wet.


New year's day.A fresh start,A new chapter in life waiting to be written.New question to be asked, embraced, loved and self discovery.What are ur hopes for the future as u reflect on the years that have passed? this year, instead of resolutions, write down ur most private aspiration. Those longings u have kept trucked away until the seems right.
Take a leap of faith and begin this wondorous new year by believing.Believe in urself !